for the last few weeks, i feel like i’ve been behind. not sure what i’m trying to race or catch up with …but i feel as though there’s a lack of focus.
doubts:
am i losing focus at work?
when will i start planning RYA’s 2008 goals?
do i spend my free time wisely? how AM i spending them? where has it gone?
is he interested in real dating?
am i connecting enough to loved ones?
is there something(s) lacking from my life?
OR is this a re-lapse into a quarter-life crisis?
MAYBE…i need to get my fat ass to the gym. =)
when was the last time you had these doubts? how did you deal with them?
I went to the things that I didn’t doubt:
- people that love me
- my accomplishments (or just struggles that I’ve survived)
but to some extent, maybe you should allow yourself to have doubts, question what you’re doing…it means that you don’t believe that your life is completely satisfying.
if you are, then u have a real problem.
-I think the last time I had some of those doubts would be right now.
do i spend my free time wisely? how AM i spending them? where has it gone?
^ that one. I guess I’m looking back at it now probably because it’s finals week.
John Mayer has a good song about this. I think the title is “something’s missing”. You should check it out.